Novel Debut or Die Chapter 123

Episode 123

Sun Ah-hyun did not stutter.

“… In the future, I will do my best with the same heart as now… I understand the word to be active and I will always try.”

It was slow, breathing heavily, and there were many resting sections. I heard a case of dragging the pronunciation here and there and then connecting the sentences.

But he never stuttered.

“… … And the lovers who support us… Thank you so much and I love you!”

“I love you Lover!”

“thank you!”

Behind Sun Ah-hyun, who finished the last sentence safely, the members rumbled up the atmosphere.

But there was none of that.

Fan seats were already in a whirlwind of shock and emotion.

Aaaagh!

good job!! good job!

oh my god!! Aaaaaa!!

Even those who watched the video could hear the sound of the auditorium ringing Testa’s microphone.

-Nuk Hahaha I can hear the fans so well hahaha -Seonahyeon fans are out

of breath -hahaha

This is a

secret , but actually I

‘m

a little touched

It wouldn’t have been great

-Anyway, Testa deserved it.

That’s how Testa finished winning the award in self-proving.

There was no shadow of the ridicule and condemnation people expected at the end of last year.

* * *

Returning to the singer’s seat after receiving the award, the team members praised Sun Ah-hyun one by one.

“Congratulations on achieving your goal, Ah Hyun-ah!”

“congratulations!”

Seon Ah-hyun’s face reddened.

“Thank you so much… … .”

Hmm deserves congratulations. Because he suffered for quite a long time.

‘Roughly… I practiced for a month and a half.’

Sun Ah-hyun started treatment for his stuttering at the same time as he was very busy with end-of-year stage practice.

Since it was in the beginning stage, they told me to set a short-term goal that was not difficult for a sense of purpose.

Expressing gratitude without stuttering during the acceptance speech.

Thanks to that, I saw Sun Ah-hyun muttering that short statement all day long in the car at the dorm and practice room.

‘… Within a week, even the manager memorized all of his impressions.’

And it wasn’t long before everyone started treating Seon Ah-hyun’s murmurs as half-asleep ASMR.

Anyway, it’s definitely impressive that he succeeded without being overly impatient and practiced well for a long period of time.

‘There is also the fact that once you succeed, you will continue.’

It would be good for the group if the possibility of the recurrence of Sun Ah-hyun’s abnormal condition is far away.

I also added compliments.

“I said it would be okay if it didn’t come out as I practiced. But there was no need for that. You did well.”

“… ! Not that much… … There are parts where I took a lot of breath, and I’ll do really well next time… !”

“… … .”

no… just because you did well Why are you replying like that?

But before I could correct anything, Sun Ah-hyun hit the ball first.

“I want you to consult me… Thanks for telling me.”

Hmmm, maybe this deserves some appreciation. I nodded.

“It was nothing.”

“Oh, it’s warm~”

“The atmosphere in our team is really good.”

Controversy has disappeared and the Rookie of the Year award has gone well. The worries and worries disappeared completely and they smiled happily and headed to the singer’s seat.

But my mood was getting dirty as I returned to the singer’s seat.

This is because Testa’s seating position was right next to VTIC.

‘Why are you attaching a rookie next to me?’

Thanks to that, every time I moved, I had to hit VTIC in the head and say hello, but that was fine.

“Congratulations~”

“Thank you!”

The problem is that every time we greet each other, Cheong-ryeo breaks down and looks at it.

‘X feet.’

Anyone who sees you will know that you are just smiling.

It’s because that bastard did a pretty good job of fixing the SNS posts that sparked the controversy over the rookie award.

Every time they appeared on the year-end program, they uploaded a lot of photos to SNS, and in the meantime, random cast members were added with phrases similar to Onyx.

It was a water ride, so to speak.

Thanks to the fans’ active clarification, the atmosphere became that everyone thought that the Onyx incident was just a coincidence.

… The only thing that upset me the most was the reaction, ‘It seemed like I was close to Park Moon-dae, but it was strange~’… Let me tell you.

“… … .”

After the greeting, I deliberately entered slowly and sat down on a chair as far away from the VTIC as possible.

It doesn’t mean much, it’s just to make you feel less bad.

Shortly thereafter, the first part ended and a few minutes of advertising time went into it.

And advertisements appeared on the billboards as well.

[Magical boy Testa’s magical artificial intelligence assistant!

]

“Come please… … .”

The members screamed in agony and hit their heads on the table at the public certification of dark history (currently ongoing). Russian roulette of horror is back.

[Kyung! Curious!]

The victim this time was Bae Se-jin.

Bae Se-jin’s acting with CG of hamster ears was natural, but the main body was completely tasteless.

“… A make-up bathroom.”

Bae Se-jin staggered from his seat with his face turning red, and hurriedly ran.

And the members made sympathy and laughter at the same time.

“Ahahahaha!!”

“It’s okay, Sejin-ah!”

From people clapping their hands to people putting their heads in their laps, all sorts of reactions came out.

‘It’s okay if it’s not me.’

That’s right. I nodded and opened a water bottle.

The moment he put the spout of a water bottle in his mouth, someone sat in Bae Se-jin’s seat.

and asked

“There is one for each member, right? It’s fun.”

“Puch.”

It was about to come out of my nose.

‘X feet.’

It was clean.

The laughing members nodded in surprise.

“hello!”

“yes. hello. I’ll just talk to Moondae for a while.”

“yes!”

Give me some awkward tees, kids.

However, since Bae Se-jin was not there, there was no one to do that. shit.

At least, Big Sejin seemed to be almost certain that Cheongryeo was intentional about the SNS upload incident, but now he was smiling and nodding his head.

And in fact, this is correct.

‘It’s the direct cam of the singer’s seats.’

Someone in the stands must be taking pictures of this scene.

Whether it’s VTIC or Testa members, the current situation must be caught on at least twenty cameras.

‘Let’s stay calm.’

Anyway, if we talk here, it’s so loud that the sound doesn’t spread. Unless you deliberately speak loudly, even the members won’t be able to hear you.

“What are you talking about?”

“I should have told you on the last phone call… Don’t you remember?”

Ah, his SNS upload wasn’t a bad intention, it was what he was talking about.

In a word, it means that I want to explain at length ‘I didn’t mean to make you X’.

If it happened like this, I would listen roughly and say, ‘Oh, that’s right. Well sir.’ I want to finish it, but there is a problem.

“… He said he would explain it all within the commercial time.”

“Ah, enough. Listen.”

Cheong-rye smiled and nodded her head.

“It’s most convenient to die once at this timing.”

“… … !”

“I thought about it, but that was the hardest thing for me at first. I was reluctant to start over.”

Cheongryeo tapped the table.

“But once you try it, you realize right away that it wasn’t a big deal. Then things are much easier after that.”

“… … .”

Reasons for being insane beyond imagination popped up.

‘Wow, this isn’t a joke.’

I consciously lifted the water bottle and gulped down.

My palms were sweaty.

“You must have regrets this time, too, right? Go back and fix it. Then the feeling of pressure goes away… Instead, there is a sense of accomplishment.”

“for a moment.”

I put down my water bottle.

“Then it’s true that I was trying to make you die because I failed at the Rookie of the Year award.”

“Can’t I get the rookie award just because I did that? It’s not… It just annoyed me a bit.”

Cheongryeo kindly added an explanation.

“The public opinion is bad and the situation is annoying, so you might want to try it again.”

“… So you tried to help the process go smoothly by reducing the reluctance towards my death?”

“yes.”

“Well, don’t lie.”

“… what?”

“Whether my progress is going to be easy or not has nothing to do with you, so there’s no reason to do that.”

“… … !”

Even if I have a very favorable relationship with this guy, there is no way that this guy would have acted with altruistic intentions without any fuss.

I was going to listen to it roughly and pass it on, but at this point, I couldn’t predict what bullshit would come out, so I hung up.

Cheong-rye made a slightly embarrassed face.

“Well, of course, it was a choice that took my position into consideration as well.”

“… … .”

“It’s not like this has any effect on you, junior… I’m just curious.”

Cheongryeo slightly bent her neck.

“You want to know if I will restart if you die.”

“… … !”

“yes. It doesn’t matter if it’s not the first time I went back… … . The point you returned to is fine too. There are a few things I want to fix in the first half of the year.”

This cub has turned completely.

It was reset syndrome in the true sense.

“Oh, of course, I don’t mean that I want to start all over again… … But if you check in advance, it’s sure and good. is not it?”

“for a moment.”

If this goes wrong, VTIC scandal.

‘driving me crazy.’

… I didn’t mean to say this, but I think it would be less risky if I said it.

first… It seems like he still has logic, so let’s start with logic.

“… First of all, I think if I fail, it could just be the end.”

“… … hmm?”

“It feels like that. It seems like it will just die.”

I couldn’t tell the status window, so I squashed it as a feeling, but it was true.

‘My abnormal status states only ‘death’.’

There was no expression of ‘going back’ like the status abnormality of that bastard.

‘It’ll probably end with this once.’

Even if you could go back, there was no need to risk it. It was good for me to just really die and think that it was the end.

But Chung-rye laughed.

“Oh, that’s right at first. But wouldn’t it?”

“… … .”

“Don’t be afraid and try it.”

This dog is really.

I answered with a fever.

“no. I don’t want to start over in the first place. I want to see the end here now. I like the members right now and I like the fans. There is nothing I want to change.”

“… … .”

Cheong-rye shut her mouth. And looked into the void without expression.

‘… Did I go too far?’

I don’t think you’re trying to break my earthen pot by suddenly taking out an ohama from somewhere.

However, Chung-rye soon nodded.

“… I think I did too.”

“… … .”

“Um, I see. What if it is?”

did this work?

I was almost nervous all of a sudden, but I held it in. He’s the kind of guy who might turn around again.

However, Cheong-rye only had a slightly apologetic expression.

“Anyway, I’m sorry if you had a hard time because of me this time.”

“… it’s okay. But next time, check with my doctor first.”

“yes. Oh, then I should tell you something comforting… Um, yes.”

“… … ?”

“I’ll tell you the criteria for the Rookie of the Year award.”

Cheongryeo laughed.

“Han Dae-eum is the ‘Rookie of the Year’ award.”

“… … !”

one word?

Did you say ‘that’?

… 〈Korean Popular Music Style〉 Excluding commerciality and evaluating only musicality… where

As far as I know, no idol has ever received a rookie award… … .

Wait a minute, then you didn’t even get this bastard.

“haha! Of course it’s a joke.”

“… … .”

someday… When the status ailment is over, I will crush Testa’s target trophy on this pup’s face.

Fortunately, before my patience ran out, Cheong-Ryeo spit out the right information.

“The important thing is public opinion after receiving the rookie award.”

“… … !”

“You received the award you deserved. Of course, the premise is to receive awards at real awards ceremonies and half events.”

… Right.

‘Was the ‘most authoritative awards ceremony’ that the status window said was public opinion?’

It was plausible.

Somehow, even at this Goldie Rookie Award, the abnormal status goal achievement pop-up did not appear, so it is unlikely that it will appear until February.

And the moment I came to my conclusion, Bae Se-jin, who had run away, returned.

“… … ! excuse me.”

“Oh sorry. I’ll wake up. Moondae, I’ll call you again.”

“… … .”

I didn’t dare to give a positive answer, but I nodded my head, being aware of the direct cam.

Chung-rye waved to all the testas and went back to her seat.

Bae Se-jin looked at Cheongnyeo with a slightly confused face, and sat down feeling a little uncomfortable about his seat.

“… Are you friends with that person?”

I thought it was short why I didn’t call him a senior, but I soon realized that it’s been over 14 years since Bae Se-jin debuted.

So it was easy to color.

“no. You were talking about work.”

“… Day?”

“The social life of Oh Mundae~”

Sejin giggled when he heard the voice, perhaps a bit louder. It seemed that he probably guessed that he must have made an excuse on social media.

However, Bae Se-jin whispered with a slightly serious face.

“Tell me if it bothers you.”

“… … .”

Maybe Bae Se-jin thinks of the experience of a child actor in the past and thinks about the abuse of power by seniors in the industry… Wait a minute, this seems to be correct in a way.

Anyway, since it was an impossible problem to explain, I just nodded my head in amazement.

“If so, I will tell you. Thank you.”

“… what.”

On this day, Testa received the main prize and went home after digesting the stage well without any mistakes.

For reference, the subject was VTIC.

… Until the day my condition ends, I hope they continue to ride the target.

Some lunatic might attack in the middle of the night to restart.

* * *

And the day after the Goldie Awards.

Slowly, I prepared my heart, but I heard some not-so-welcome news.

“I heard you went to work today?”

A new general manager was appointed to the company.